Elsa Saks ∗ A Writer
I am not sure who I am.
I have been many things.
I guess, after a while I have landed here.
I (just) am.
Love is my language.
Once, I learned to hate.
But now, I am learning to love again.
Everything, everyone and nothing in it’s totality.
Life has it’s ways.
I have tasted the dirt.
I have flown in space.
On and off, again and again, I still do.
Honestly, I have and have not liked life’s ways.
But here’s a question – would I change anything? Fuck no.
I am who I think am, thanks to all.
I am grateful to be alive.
Feeling is healing.
Breath is my ecstasy.
Honesty is my compass.
Transparency is my vulnerability.
The Art of Communication is my expression.
And loving love is my ultimate surrender experiment.
I am (that) love.
While the world is drenched in imaginary beliefs of good and bad, light and dark, connection and separation while not fully rooted in the fact – THERE IS ONLY LIGHT, ONLY LOVE.
In twenty-seventeen, with my explorations into self, I was revealed a greater truth – ANY DARKNESS IS THE LIGHT JUST UNAWARE OF ITSELF.
Wherein the Angel Academy of Love Warriors I am the master in training, fully knowing, ONLY I can love myself the way no one else can nor is designed to.
Loving the fragments of me is my homework.
It has been and it will be.
Therefore, I DON’T NEED TO PLAY IN THE DARK TO REMEMBER I AM THE LIGHT.
From now on, I will use my light to recognize The Light within the darkest of things.
Also, here’s my spirituality one-on-one.
Through the heart that I love all things are transformed.
Loving me is loving you.
Loving you is loving everyone.
Loving everyone is loving everything.
Loving everything is loving nothing.
And when I am loving others, it’s me I am honoring.
Currently, I am making love with writing.
Stories, they don’t define us, they empower us.
I have been cute, embarrassingly cute, in each stage of my awakening.
Writing is a bit lonely and a scary path but awakening the truth within is liberating.
We all have stories to tell, either lived or unlived, each and every one holding the fragrance of its own immaculate beauty.
Here’s what I know in the not knowing – I ALREADY AM AND HAVE BECOME WHAT I AM BECOMING.
I am the Hero of my own life’s story.
No matter if I believe it, I am it.
No matter if I know it, I am it.
No matter if I feel it, I am it.
On that road of self-love, I grounded myself in the insurance of the soul – understanding doesn’t get me where I need to be, faith does.
Here’s a promise to self.
ANYTIME, I CHOOSE LOVE OVER FEAR.
I let love do what needs to be done.
I AM THE LIGHT, THE LIGHT I AM.
In the world of endless questions,
love is the only answer.
by Matt Kahn
how can i help you shine your light?